What i want exactly

I'm in a big confusion right now.I want a girl with me or i want to have sex. I think im not only interested in sex. A lot things i want from girl. i want spend cool time with her in breezy evenings.Want to share the thoughts. I want to print her face in my heart. I want to remember her smile whole life.Forget about whole world, just to think about her whole day.Atleast one day in my life i will dedicate myself to that girl. I think im not that much bad as im thinking.Now im getting something.SEX is very small thing in life when compare to other happiest moments.

All these are just imaginations and expectations.All the above are subject to / may change without my intention i guess.